Sometimes

I can't see beyond my own self-absorbed dreams. I miss the beauty of the moments when talking with kind and engaging people, I miss the bigger picture, I miss the value of life. The inherit value of life and people b/c all I can focus on is the goal of tomorrow and the goal of today and the goal of my future. I hate this type of existence. It eats away at my foundation. It makes me feel as if I am missing some part of myself.